It finally feels like my room and I am moving out in less than a week. It took me forever to clear my old stuff out and now I really love it. I’m burning incense like a hippie. A New Testament hippie, to be precise, lot’s of Frankincense and Myrrh.
I like Myrrh better, it’s sweeter but not overbearing.
It’s making me a little sleepy.
My tv is all set up in my room along with my xbox. I’ve been watching a ton of Netflix on it. I found a reality show called “Film School” which is really interesting but you don’t need to constantly be paying attention to it to know what’s up. It uses a lot of stock sounds from iMovie, which cracks me the fuck up. I’ve noticed that a lot of new commercials also do this to avoid paying money for background music. It’s lovely. Also, the fact that I’ve done enough with iMovie to recognize the stock music…wonderful. Shows what an exciting life I have.
I keep freaking out because I feel like everyone is better at everything than I am. I really feel like this in anything artistic. Everyone else is in a band or a show or making something or doing something with their lives. I feel like such a failure.
I fear that no one will accept me and that I’m never going to make friends that actually like me. My biggest fear is that I’ll never have the same kind of friend group that I had in elementary/middle school. Everyone was so comfortable and supportive of each other. We were so tight. I miss that. I miss not worrying about what people were saying behind my back.
Then I think about my aspirations, how I’ve given up on every one of them (really, am about to). I wanted to be a singer of a rock band, because I want to entertain people and inspire them. I gave that up because no one would believe in me because I’m not a good singer. I wanted to be an actor, but I feel so inferior to everyone else that I am willing to give that up for something new.
I feel like I’ve wanted everything and no one has really put faith in me in a while.
Walter Sobchak - the missing tabby cat
Almost forgot about this from last night. On a telephone pole just outside the CC Club I spied this missing kitty flyer and I knew I had to help get the word out. I mean his name is Walter Sobchak. You guys know who Walter Sobchak is don’t ya? That was the name of John Goodman’s character in the movie The Big Lebowski.
If I found this cat, I wonder if he would understand the correlation of his name and me yelling this at him…
Saturday, Donny, is Shabbos, the Jewish day of rest. That means that I don’t work, I don’t drive a car, I don’t fucking ride in a car, I don’t handle money, I don’t turn on the oven, and I sure as shit *don’t fucking roll*!
Nah, he probably wouldn’t get it. Keep your eyes out for Walter folks.
Asked by karathon
HELLO! What school are you transferring from? There seems to be more and more of us pipers on tumblr.
CUB Foods Receipt
I bought five items…
Bottle of Mountain Dew
Small tub of cream cheese
Gallon of milk
My receipt was sixteen inches long.
Hey CUB and Supervalu Incorporated, can we tone this down a bit? Maybe save a tree or something?
Woah. That’s long. (Coincidentally that is also what she said)
Why, you ask? Because it has singing, dancing, acting, potty humor, theater humor, and math humor. What other show has this? NO OTHER! Plus as a bonus you get, SARAH PALIN! That’s right, you get Sarah Palin AND singing, dancing, acting, potty humor, theater humor, and math humor, ALL IN ONE PLACE!
GO SEE IT AT SOUTH HIGH SCHOOL in MINNEAPOLIS TOMORROW NIGHT AND SATURDAY AT 7PM!